Saturday, March 13, 2010

Looking Forward...

"I can't hold back any longer. From today, I won't give you any. From now on, I will never give you my feelings. From now on, I will never-ever give it to you. From now on...From now on...I will never cry, it won't happen twice...I don't wanna cry, now we have to let it go..." - 4Minute

Long time, no blogging! This is not gonna be one of those entries where I am going to write about my deep feelings or about my special someone. I am tired of looking back and wondering how I can make everything back to normal. If I keep looking back in the past, I am never gonna move forward with my life and I will be stuck in the past. I am sick and tired of getting myself hurt and holding onto things that doesn't last forever. I will always remember the great moments I had with those special people whom I have bonded with for the past year and knowing that they are placed inside my heart. When I mean "special people..." I mean, my close friends. I wish I could name all of them in my blog, but I personally don't like writing names down in my personal blog. You know who you are and if you're reading this by any chance, I am so thankful I have met you. Now that I have realized that everything is changing so fast, I am going to let go and move forward...

What have I been up to lately? Stuff...and I mean, lots of stuff. I am currently on my second year of community college and still working as the Student Media Manager of Student Organizations. I really need another job because I don't earn that much money or enough hours. I really love my job, no doubt about it! And it's really going to help me succeed as a graphic designer in the future, but I seriously need more money! What else? I am planning to graduate from community college in the year of 2011 or 2012. I am not really positive, but I am a little bit behind on my credits right now. When I do graduate, I am planning to move out and move to Seattle since University of Washington is located there. Then, move back to Oak Harbor after graduating from UW and go from there. I guess, I have been planning out my future goals at the moment, but I just hope everything goes the way I planned it. LOL...maybe not. I know there's going to be some bumpy or cracks in the roads, but I am strong enough to handle it.

Guess what my current obsession is right now? Still Arashi...Nope. Anime...Not even close. Well, lately it has been K-pop music! A few good friends of mine really got me hooked on K-pop music when I was currently hooked on rock bands before. I really hate comparing...I really do, but comparing to Arashi, I could understand why Big Bang, Super Junior and 2PM are way better looking than Arashi and the fact that their music is more upbeat and they can dance. I have discovered amazing K-pop groups such as Big Bang, Super Junior, 2PM, 2NE1, 4Minute, Wonder Girls, Brown Eyed Girls, Girl's Generation, and many more. They are all good looking, both guys and girls, and great dancers, I gotta say! Starting the month of January, I have been listening to K-pop music, every moment of every day. I love discovering new genre of music!

"I don't care, I'll stop caring about what you're doing, wherever you are. From now on, I really don't care. I'll get out of the way. From now on, don't come to me and cry, and cling on 'cause I don't care..." - 2NE1

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